Beauty World , Here I Come

Pardon me for the long hiatus. It was unintended. Nevertheless, I had to desert this blog of mine in order to complete what I had started 5 years ago; my Bachelor Degree of Architecture. "Five years for a bachelor degree , you've got to be kidding me" is the most common sentence that I've been hearing all these years whilst doing architecture course. Along the tumultuous years battling with sleeping deficiency, stress and heartbreaks, my passion has somehow derailed from the original track. I am trained to be a sensible architect, yet the years in architecture made me go ding dong and my mind is always at the random. I do not think about how buildings should be sustained,how to minimise negative spaces and how to add appeal to ugly buildings. But my mind keeps on focusing on dressing sense, fashion, beauty, skincare and makeup. These are the things that I do not fancy before entering my varsity.

Now, I have gone bewildered with my new-found freedom. I can do my painting all day and no one is going to tell me that my work isn't up to the standard. 'Standard' is an icky word. I loathe what the society conforms and sorry, I have no standard for my work. I just do what I like. This happens to my thesis. I do what I like in the end. The lecturers wanted something else, I hate their ideas. I didn't get an A for my thesis but I cared not now that I am an architecture graduate. Mum doesn't like this course from the start so she was feeling relieved that her phone doesn't ring with me at the end of the line sobbing and complaining about the hardships.

Oh, I even showed her some of the works in Reform unit and she too, agreed that some C works deserved better grades and vice versa. My hometown friends and architecture seniors of other universities laughed at the this thesis that got an A in Reform unit but shows every detail of work that belongs to C-grade student. " What shit is this? This is a second-year product. How can this get to the top?", they said.Do you smell favouritism?

Whatever.

The industry is full of favouritism.

Right now, I am all clean from architecture. I want to rest. And I want peace from all the sorority fights. Oh yeah, did I mention that some girl friends love to compare from head to toe?I try to avoid this particular person who gets grumpy at the boyfriend all the time and yells when she likes to. She gets easily annoyed and gets jealous very often but never wanted to admit it. The funniest thing is she was once my favourite person. *sigh*

I hate negative changes.

Thank God, I have a great boyfriend who is damn funny, crazy and enjoys my companion as much as I do. I am looking forward to working in Singapore while Matt continues with Master degree in NUS.Yay!

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